goodbye

goodbye to elaine. I don't know why. but it still hurts. but i know i won't stop her for leaving me. because she don't trust me anymore. that's the facts.. people always think. "leopard won't change it spots". but that's not really true.. take care.. i'm really shag after sailing. how i hope you could be by my side when i'm back from sailing. asking if i'm tired.. if i want to eat a plate of maggi-mee or if i want to have a massage from you.. but it's shattered. ben & elaine is over. i will accept the facts. the love we fight for.